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I HAVE BEEN A CHRISTIAN FOR 4YRS ... I AM 55YRS OLD.... I HAVE SUFFERED MENTAL ILLNESS MOST OF MY LIFE..... I HAVE FELT THE STIGMA..... I ALSO FEEL IN CHURCH THAT PEOPLE DO NOT UNDERSTAND ME..... I HAVE NOT BEE TO CHURCH FOR FEW WEEKS DUE TO MY ILLNESS.... I SUFFER DISSOCIATIVE IDENTITY DISORDER AND PTSD ....... I AM NOW GETTING PSYCHOTHERAPY ..... I HAVE HAD COUNSELLING IN PAST BUT LEFT AS IT WAS TOO DIFFICULT..... I AM TRYING TO STICK WITH MY THERAPY BUT IT IS VERY PAINFUL...... I TEND TO ISOLATE MYSELF A LOT WHICH I KNOW IS BAD..... I NEED A CHRISTIAN FRIEND WHO UNDERSTAND ME.... I KNOW JESUS IS WITH ME ALWAYS AND UNDERSTAND BUT I WOULD LOVE A FRIEND IN JESUS WHO REALLY UNDERSTOOD AND I COULD CHAT TO..... ROSALYN